Has it crossed your mind that maybe I’m scared of how I feel because of what has happened before? Just because your joke offends me doesn’t mean I have anything to hide…I’m trying to do things right this time, and I feel as if it’s being expected of me to do them wrong again. This time, I’m doing everything to keep him in my life. Think what you will about what we do, but I know the truth. You know that I’ve been used, stranded, and abused. And I loved each one of them. But he treats me right. And I want us to be perfect. No, screw that. I just want us. To last. I’m not letting him get away. And I will be defensive when you joke about something I don’t do. I’m not like other people. I don’t agree with certain “jokes”. And I will defend myself if I feel accused. I didn’t find it funny and I never will. You may not have meant it to be accusing, but that’s how it came across.
Anonymous asked: WOW @ tumblrdatinggame(.)com WTF is this.. my little brother's roommate is on this and I think I saw you too lol
Um…I’m not a member of any dating websites…I’m definitely in a healthy relationship and couldn’t be happier. All without the help of the Internet. Actually, Facebook helped me gain the courage to ask for a phone number but I knew him before then. Sorry, annon. You’ve got me mixed up with someone else
Today I was asked a question that got me thinking. I was told to think of the person that I thought I loved most, then I was asked if I would put my own life in danger for that person. At first, I questioned whether or not my youth blinded me in my answer. I was asked if I truly loved said person. I came to the conclusion that I have lust for him. An intense amount of lust that I doubt will ever fade. However, the fact that he is the only man to truly make me happy and the only man who can be my best friend and more has led me to believe that although I am full of lust, I would truly love him with every fiber of my being even if it weren’t for the physical aspects of our relationship. I came to the realization that only one other man has ever been with me in a relationship that wasn’t pure lust and since then feelings have faded. Justin Taylor Vestal, we haven’t been together long, but I feel as if I have known you my entire life. My previous relationships have been nothing but lust. Each “love” I had was nothing more than a deep desire to be wanted. You are my best friend beyond any doubt. We are two hearts connected by one soul. We are one
